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What fish?
I am fish. Full name Fish Turtle.
I absolutely adore turtles. And fish
Turtles are such cute little things!
Well, only baby turtles.
Sunday, May 08, 2011

this sem i feel so drained out and in constant depression. i tink not totally my fault. somehow my worst state of depression comes when i take the pills regularly. e doc was not happy, but he didnt harp. heng...

but ya. totally in a daze when i came out of the first paper. my goodness. i had tot maybe this mod wun be tt bad, since i kinda get wad fratt was saying. but ohmygoodness, i totally couldnt conc on the paper! keep stoning. worse, when i looked up, it was 430 sharp. and i had one more essay. hate myself for panicking. but i couldnt control. in e end, after written a crappy first essay, i screwed up my second. by refuting the given statement.

WAD KIND OF IDIOT DOES TT!!!!

we're told specifically to explain the significance!!!!!!! wah lau........haiz. feel a physical urge in my stomach to bang my head against the wall. haiz.

my essay better get AAA++++++. if not really arhx...damn hard to pass this sem.

but i feel so sorry and heartbroken for myself. i've worked so hard for the past 5 sem. attending lectures and doing research. this sem the same, even when friends dont come n i noe i'll be alone, i stil went. haiz. wads e point man...wads e point.

i juz feel so...defeated....even e mrt broke down or sth on the way hme. haiz. wtf. i tink i shld juz abandon myself n resign to tt stupid so near yet so far grade. haiz.

juz really heartpain for myself.

damn....