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What fish?

I am fish. Full name Fish Turtle.
I absolutely adore turtles. And fish
Turtles are such cute little things!
Well, only baby turtles.

Monday, June 28, 2010
mr chen.

i dont tink i'm a good gf. heh. tink i'm draining mr chen out alr. always wanting to meet n meet. until the poor guy oso tired liao. =p sometimes i tink if we ever breakup it'll be cause i'm so demanding.

TOO BAD. there is stil time to back out. o.O

Sunday, June 27, 2010
my utopia.

i tink everyone has their fair share of family problems and everyone needs a space to vent.

i wish the world would understand that it CAN be a better place if everyone chooses it to be, but unfortunately, it's the silly foolish naive heart in me talking. there is no such utopia and anyone believing in it shld take a major reality check.

on the other hand, would not time stop for me?

then again, you are my utopia. :)

Monday, June 21, 2010
on 19th Jun

was shoping happily away for some formal wear when suddenly my bro msg:

"Wua gong suddenly pass away.. Ask Ur father go wua gong house now.. I and mum now going there.."

imagine the shock i got. okay. it wasnt really shock. juz....kinda blank and weird. like. oh shit. fuck. kind of blank. haiz. so i called up my bro n asked lor. see if my wai gong in hospital like my yeye.

so funny. when he was alive everyone was shouting at him, arguing and always calling to shut up. now tt he's gone, suddenly everyone regret.....cny would always be different from now on- no one to get up and wobble to his room n take ang baos....no presence besides me when i watch the tv there....haiz...

for my wai gong's sake, i really hope he lost consciousness immediately...

pls R.I.P.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Moe really left a not so good impression. How can u tell ppl on e day of briefing dat backcovered sandals are fine then last min inform no sandals?? Haiz. They really horx....

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

THE cop who duelled with then-Singapore's public enemy No. 1 in a 1962 Geylang shoot-out has died, aged 89.
(credits to straits times)

I didnt noe this exist in history, but i guess wad suddenly touched me was dat e number of talented sporeans are gradually dying out without ppl to replace them. New sets of challenges ahead, but it gets kinda scary when u stop n realise that ppl who have built this country are slowly leaving us to be in charge.

WOAH.

Our generation will face e biggest stress that we will see, coz the elders are leaving and the next batch will face a diff set of challenges, dat is, if they do after our leadership.

Coz the world is watching us. N waiting to see if the talents who built this country successfully left behind a sustainable legacy. Waiting to laugh or waiting to scorn.

Haiz. So pessimistic eh. Heh.

Dun noe lae. I feel a kind of calling, but i'm really scared i'll get too idealistic n forget to help my students pass their exams, if i ever get to be a teacher. Lol. I hope my passion fires high n long to ensure i noe how to fight for character dev wif them. I wanna be a fren, n stature dun matter if they would listen to me n learn.

Foo chee meng gonna kill me. Haha. E emphasis he placed on maintaining stature has not been adequately absorbed by me. Lol. But he does have a point la. If lose stature is lose respect. So it's a requirement in order to get them to listen to me. Btw, this foo chee meng is very experienced worx..really has alot of passion to be teach. Looking back, i wonder who are my best teachers tt i can recall at random.

•my first form teacher deserves a mention coz she was my first form teacher. Mrs khang. She didnt really had obvious impact, n i wonder why i stil have some impression of her. Lol. I'll have u noe that i can rmb all my form teachers n most teachers who have taught me. Juz lazy to lis down all.

• mrs wong was my pri 3 chinese teacher who taught my brother also. Haha. Dun noe how she knew lae. Muz be i blabbermouth. Haha. But she was one fierce teacher who had a kind side. She famous for her fierceness one, n she always reminds us. Haha! But i tink one on one, she quite kind de. Will help.

• mrs peggy ng, eng maths pri 3. This one sister is huang biren k. Sia la. Haha. I noe. Coz my fren asked in class. Lol. But i rmb her coz she gg to become mother, then after she gave birth she came back, then got one time she...cradled? My head like mother, so i damn happy. Got feel of warmth k! Haha.

Okay, slpy le. Tml then continue...zzz......

Trg is torture.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Fuck. Y did i wake up early for.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Day 17. LAST DAY!!!!!
Haha. Muz be e shortest trip ever. Lol.

N IT'S A PAIN IN THE ASS TO TYPE CAPS ON IPOD.


Haiz...it's always likdat.....

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Sian.....y isnt my ipod working??

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

fine fine fine. i no backbone. haha. i take back e words k. haha.

oh...forgot the day updates...
Day 15.

I want back my pretty face!!!!

Ahhhhhhhh....why is my face likdat???? Why arent e damn pimples clearing?????? It feels so disgusting...i'm scared to look into e mirror. :(


I wanted to blog abt sth. Now forget alr.

Weird.

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

oh, and i checked my results some days back. haha. like finally huh. results released on 27th may and which loser checks now?? 'cept for gen, according to xb she oso haven check. lol.


okay. maybe i nid to blog more to push the post down. haha.

Day 14

Others have no choice.
N they treasure.

You have a choice.
But you seem to treat it so damn normally.

I wonder sometimes, am i too needy?? I kinda look down on myself for being so clingy..all e talk on how determined i am to be financially independent and able to at least survive so dat i dont have to bear wif u being my boss blah blah blah...all seems to contradict myself...haiz...

Ya. I can webcam u i can at least call u anytime i can reach u any time i can see u more than yr parents per year.

REALLY???

You there??? Would you call me for more than 20 mins every other day?? I hate dat i cant control when u call since you can only call wheb you reach hme...

Okay. I'm so selfish. But it drives me crazy when i'm wondering when and if you'll call 2nitex n when your mum will nag at u to slp. Okay. I noe u shld listen to yr mum. Not fair of me huh.

Wads e use of webcam when you cant even go online as long as you like, n i like...seeing u onscreen...hmmm...i'd rather not see than see n complain of e short time. Out of sight out of mind.

So wad if i see u more than your parents do?? It doesnt erase e fact you disappear during this period. It feels like e theory of 我吃一年的饭就每天不用吃饭. Ns men oso likdat mah. Blocked periods of no contact when they go out at sea. But at least it's only 2.5 years. To do this for e rest of my life requires more than i tot.

Okay. I juz revealed wad a selfish brat i'm. So horrible n un-understanding. It's only a short while.

But it's so discouraging. I'm someone who has too idealistic thinkings-you thinks practically. So similar fundementally, yet so different essentially. Unsound, but sound. I'm conservative, not traditional. I guess it's this, which misleads us into tinking we're so similar. Retaining my roots, but influenced deeply by western ideas. I can forsee loads of conflicts.

I wonder if i'm up to it.

Okay. Listen up girl. You noe there cant not be reason for us to clash this beautifully. There's sth in e way our hearts n minds link in dat kind of BHAM n fuck, suddenly there really is a destined pairing like ancient past lives do exist. There cant be a hole n brim of wonder in me for you in you for me without a meaning.

Bear it n find e love to give. You did an A essay before on wad love means. So do it again.

Monday, June 07, 2010

Nth i do makes you happy...y not try finding out why before laying e blame on me?? I dont see yr sons helping you?? So y scold e one who tries??

...

Saturday, June 05, 2010

Day 11.