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What fish?
I am fish. Full name Fish Turtle.
I absolutely adore turtles. And fish
Turtles are such cute little things!
Well, only baby turtles.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I tink u always manage to leave me at the worst possible time..haha.

But, everytime, i noe it's a decision i have to make myself, because it affects my own future.

Shld i go, or shld i not go?? If i go, there is better reflection, but no guarantee since it'll alr have been on record.

But why shld i then, if it's alr on record?! Besides...i didnt go in blind. I had prior and post permission, all emails kept as proof. But u threatened me n said it'll not reflect well on me in future when i get appointed into....

I believe i noe it in my heart wad to expect for the future. E uncertainty. And hence, i really have to be prepared to change. I nid to strengthen myself anf fortify myself wif plenty o vitamins, e more potent e better.

I stil wish i can seek yr opinion, but since it's ultimately my own decision, i nid to do wad my heart and mind dictates.

I feel so defeated, by a system i defended so much. But changes nid to be accounted for, and i have to be stronger than e wave and ride above it.

I nid to trust in myself, that i have been strong enuf, and i will be too in e future. That, is the promise to myself.