Un-peace. at freaking 2a.m.
i tink relationships are so fragile. they are so amazingly breakable, i wonder y take a chance.
family. blood is thicker than water huh?
once the blood flows into monetary matters, it becomes water.
may be true, blood is sometimes thicker than water, but i oso believe that the the
density of the crisis-blood relationship is positively correlated.
ie. the worse the crisis, the thinner the blood.
except for direct blood-blood relationship....yr mama yr papa, or perhaps yr siblings....
friends. 在家靠父母,出外靠朋友 rite?
wrong. friendships are oso very volatile. i noe i'm lucky enuf to have a few friends who would be there to listen or even help(??)...but most of my friendships haven been tested yet....okay. who really noe ourselves? which friends would see u thru thick n thin..noe yr problems and accept that influence on you?
love.
well its love. go ask samantha jones. britney, if you meet her. 情为何物??haiz.....noooo..nt hinting anything at anything between me n cl...bt........its juz e feeling that
anything can changed....u noe?
best be yourself? not an option.
who is yourself. the self that cringes in horror at yr past mistakes, or the self that badly wants to move forward but progress backward.
maybe i shld forgive myself and learn to let go.....but some things....they're really easier said than done.