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What fish?
I am fish. Full name Fish Turtle. I absolutely adore turtles. And fish Turtles are such cute little things! Well, only baby turtles.
The meatpie fish! What meatpie fish?
Fellow fish.
Audrey Bao Qi Cheng Yin Ci Fang Dorothy Jean Jeannette Joanne Kaiying Khar Loo Li Ting Maureen May Qing Yun Renee Rou Hui Shi Wen Valerie Wilson Ying Xieng Yip Yong Zhi Zijia
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
GP
Sadness.
Thats how i feel now. Juz back from sch...nt yet bath. Because why? i know i am not going to do well. C if i am lucky le. Lets not even talk about paper one...where i cant even finish writing a conclusion and several of my points tt i planned, esp e balance. Paper 2. this must be one of the worst paper i ever done for 18 years le. i couldnt understand the passage! omg. this is e first time i totally dont understand the passage at all. never happened to this extent. i could even understand to a certain extent last year's freedom passage and e 2 last passages tong gave. bt somehow, i juz din understand the passage enough to even know what he is trying to argue for. i couldnt get his argument. i know my paper well enough to know that my AQ would be my biggest bomber for paper 2. for god sake. i had 20 fucking min to do e farking AQ but i onli managed to get 2 paragraphs?! any idiot can tell u i lost coherence and evaluation and evidence. i cant even get the 2 basic marks. coz i din have balance. i dun noe what e hell was i tinking. i brought an unclear mind into the hall. fuck. i know one paper does not necessarily mean that i am an incompetent student. i know my standard is not supposed to be like this. even if i fail one paper, it does not mean i have no more options. butthis happens to be the one subject i love, the one i was sure i couldhave gotten an A. yet now if i fail, it doesnt justify myself to myself. i am too scared to even cry. crying would mean that i wont be able to do well for my other papers oso. also, i know i deserve to fail. i juz din calm myself enuf when i panicked right at the start. just now jo pat me on my back and said'oi....A liao la...A liao la..i appreciate your confidence, but i was honestly tempted to break down and cry there. damn it. not scolding jo, just scared i would cry. =/ so easy to. ' ....... wad else can i say............. |