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What fish?

I am fish. Full name Fish Turtle.
I absolutely adore turtles. And fish
Turtles are such cute little things!
Well, only baby turtles.

Friday, May 18, 2007
Cold as hell.Warm as heaven

so funny....haven been blogging as my com refuse to allow me....or rather, blogger refuse to allow me.....dun noe wad kind of error la....just experiencing some technical difficulties then some engineer notified til now stil nt yet solved...
thanks ar.


haiz...


My cold hell.
Winter solstice is here
and the South Pole have been submerged
into a pitch black darkness
My life seem to have stop
in the polar regions of the earth
Ever since the cycle
of the geo study programme.


I am plunged into the total darkness
yowling with frostiness.
And my hands feel as
if they are no longer there.
I cannot see them.
Oh the agony! Oh speak to me!
Oh, oh, oh!


I wonder if it's hell I am in now
I wonder where the illusion
of heaven went to.
My earth my world,
is colder than the nights
My earth my world,
underwent a major change of lights
-oh please someone, replace the lights before I am blind with
Pain.-
The swirling orbs of colored lights
The twinkling spots of bright bright stars
why have they changed,
changed into merciless blinding glare of darkness.


The case of the agonizing period of a half of a subject
one left behind and the other broken
The case of the surprising cut of a half of a livelihood
one left behind and the other broken
The case of the missing piece of a half of a soul
one left behind and the other broken
The case of the vengeful split of a half of a womb
one left behind and the other broken
They all left me
and broke me.
Shivering with cold
lying among the snow
in the middle of a purgatory
in hell.
Yes, in hell.
A ice shield builds up in my heart
protecting me against the ice.
As I got colder and colder
And colder.


........yup....except that, i dun noe what to sae...i dun noe how to sae.....all tt happened to me in the past few wks when i am unable to blog(i stil am unable...just tt i am in school now n using the school's com)....haiz................................i just wish everything would end...........i just wana stop at the next rest station...for i am really unable to walk on. i dun want to walk on.
but i would like to thank valerie n ah khar who brought so much comfort in my life....


~Valerie:when i lost my phone...she called umpteen times to the lost n found centre......i could tell tt her blood was boiling...esp when she told e person not to hold her...ha..


~ah khar:thanks for lending me yr fone to msg....haha...i noe yr msges r veri precious.....n thanks for allowing me to contact...ahem...hehe =p so paiseh to have made u waste so many msges.....


I profess a philosophy derived...i tink last wk..
"Life is a bed of roses, with many prickly thorns."
dun everyone of u just wish to have a pair of scissors so tt u can cut the thorns and just live with the roses??? i wish i have.......
bt a wish is a wish......
it just isnt reality.....
n u noe wad?
I am disappointed.
oh yes i am.