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What fish?
I am fish. Full name Fish Turtle. I absolutely adore turtles. And fish Turtles are such cute little things! Well, only baby turtles.
The meatpie fish! What meatpie fish?
Fellow fish.
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Brown for Shit Black for Despondency
todae was geog paper.
haiz. i dun believe tis. i worked so bloody hard during the hols...sacrificing alot of playtime and onli went out once. for a short dinner. [i noe it's wrong to suspect pgeo....bt i have a sneaky suspicion tt when i fell sick at the start of the hols...it was becoz i shut myself up in the hot and stuffy study room when e weather was raging storm outside.....and tis' a result of the contrast of the hot and cold.] i even forgo alot of other subjects...esp. econs...juz to get those notes done and those facts in. ... bt todae.....when i sat down in front of the paper... i blanked out. i COULD NOT do any of the qn @ all. not the essays..not e DRQs. I knit the threads of blood You spun the cloth of mockery. i juz felt like crying in front of the paper and juz walk out. you have no idea how much i swallowed and how hard i pushed myself to do the paper. after e whole paper....i mustered a great deal of will and courage....juz to stop myself from breaking down rite in the MPR. i promised myself i wouldnt cry...i promised myself i can cry all i wan when i get home. i noe it wouldnt reflect well of myself if i cry....so i bore wif it....strength was my motto during those moments... I watched with pain in my heart You strike and torture with great mastery. i dun understand. i worked hard dint i? i made sure i understood things....know of the formations and features...everything.... til i felt a glimmer of hope...a flash of miracle...tt mayb i could pass geo tis time... bt when i finally sat down....i realise....i had nothing for the paper. i dun understand. why isit tt e ans juz evade me???? i tried so hard to study....spent waking hours from morn to midnite am..... bt i stil gt tis kind of shitty results. i dun understand. I thought i had everything covered an extra mile i thought i could see a miralce a difference You flew past and hovered over me with an eerie smile You forced unto me a whole new experience. |