i tink i've nvr been tested so much before.
i noe i'll emerge stronger, but it's just so....wearying. i almost typed painful, but then i realize, i dont feel pain. it's like something is telling my heart to block it first, lock it up, and explore it when i'm safer and when things stablize. my heart will keep it safe for me in the meantime.
if i don't pray for anything else, just let me pray you'll be fine.